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Time Will Tell

Muhe

Ne vjerujem više mačkama jer ne prilaze kad im ostavljam hranu,
odugovlače vlastito pripitomljavanje
tjerajući me da satima sjedim
udišući svježe pokošeno sunce,
piljevinu odrezane bradavice
Koža otpada od manjka dodira,
ljeti je teže oduprijeti se prirodi lubenice
pa razrezana na tanke kriške
puštam da dugi dani zagrizaju u mene
i pljuju koštice

Tjeram muhe koje se skupljaju oko komadića mesa
kao da govorim krznatima šic
Zujanje prekopava smolu u ušima,
osjetim kako želja za raspadom
postaje jača od želje za prijateljstvom
Od samoće me zebu noge
ujutro bole kao da su dugo stajale na vjetru

Ako mačka predugo ostane na istom mjestu,
šape joj proklijaju i pretvori se u stablo

Mrmljaju mamografije
Tko je žena bez dojke?

(Monika Herceg, Lovostaj, 2019.)

1. Joy Crookes – Don’t Let Me Down (Reminiscence EP, 2019)
2. Morcheeba – Fear and Love (Big Calm, 1998)
3. James Blake – Are You Even Real? (Are You Even Real?, 2020)
4. Nouvelle Vague – Escape Myself (Bande à Part, 2006)
5. Mitski – Cop Car (The Turning OST, 2020)
6. King Gizzard & The Lizard Wizard – Honey (Honey, 2020)
7. The Growlers – Dream World (Acoustic Version) (2020)
8. Devendra Banhart – Love Song (Helado Negro Remix) (2020)
9. Josipa Lisac – Ne prepoznajem ga (Dnevnik jedne ljubavi, 1973)
10. The Blackbyrds – Dreaming About You (Action 1977)
11. Rev Milton Brunson & The Thompson Community Singers – It’s Gonna Rain (50 Blessed Years, 1998)
12. Sons of Kemet – My Queen Is Angela Davis (Your Queen Is A Reptile, 2018)
13. Raffertie – Known (Sleep of Reason, 2013)
14. Weval – Days (Weval, 2016)
15. Blood Orange – It Is What It Is (Cupid Deluxe, 2013)
16. WALDECK – Get On Uppa feat. La Heidi (Gran Paradiso, 2016)
17. Joubert Singers – Stand Of The Word (Larry Levan mix) (2012)
18. Janelle Monáe – Mushrooms & Roses (The ArchAndroid, 2010)
19. Prince – Sexy Dancer (Prince, 1979)
20. Otis Redding – Hard To Handle (Amen, 1968)
21. Charlotte Gainsbourg – Bombs Away (Toro y Moi Remix) (Bombs Away Remixes, 2019)
22. LCD Soundsystem – Losing My Edge (LCD Soundsystem, 2005)